Palm Sunday … holy week

Holy week started today.

For the cathedral. amongst other things, it meant we marked palm Sunday by processing down the High Street singing and waving palm leaves and crosses – with a donkey too!

Holy Week is an important week for me. It is a time when I try to re-centre, re-focus and re-member what Easter is all about. In doing that I hope that I start to rediscover what it is that I am all about.

It may sound strange but sometimes it is quite easy to take faith and what I believe God has done through Jesus has for granted.  Holy Week is a time when I reflect more, think more and ask more questions about what has happened, is happening and might happen next.

This week at th cathedral there are a number of services which anyone can come to. Outside these times we are always open for people to come and sit and reflect if that is what they want to do. Today I have also found what looks to be  day by day guide to Holy Week via Nick Page’s blog. The resource is well worth a look!

Photo Friday : Pleasure

This is my entry at Photo Friday this week

21 today!

Today I have been married 21 years to a beautiful girl.
Most of you I know will be wondering how she has managed to cope with me for so long!
I share the same wonderment!
But … she has and I think it’s been a great 21 years.
Thanks Sarah

echoes of Romero

Today is the 30th anniversary of the assassination of Oscar Romero, the Archbishop of San Salvador. You can listen to a good 26 minute program from the BBC here which gives some good background and interviews of people who were with Romero when he was murdered. You can also find loads more info at the website of the Romero Trust.

I became aware of Romero while at SEITE when I was looking at liberation theology as part of a module on mission. Romero believed wholeheartedly, as would many of us, that the gospel should transform the world, particularly society, as well as the soul. Gospel liberation, says Liberation theology, is not just spiritual, it must be social and political as well.  As a practical response to his interest and belief in liberation theology, Romero moved out of his palace to live with the people so he could ‘listen their pain’.

In the face of oppression and government led brutality he spoke out, which was a surprise to the Vatican as he was appointed with the view that he was a moderate – and he was until he saw the murdered body of his Jesuit friend. It seems the reality of the real life situation changed his outlook for ever.

I love some of Romero’s words; which when you take them in the context of the horrific and brutal regime of fear he was working under, show them selves to be words of true faith and courage.

Words such as:

‘it would be sad if, in a country where people are being killed so horrifyingly, there weren’t also priests among the victims.’
and
‘my life has been threatened many times. I have to confess that, as a Christian, I don’t believe in death without resurrection.’

On the last full day of his life he pleaded with the soldiers to disobey their orders to kill: ‘No soldier is obliged to obey an order that is contrary to the will of God. In the name of God and in the name of this suffering people, I beg you, I ask you, I order you in the name of God: stop the repression’
This appeal was too much for the authorities and the next day Romero was dead, shot while celebrating mass in the chapel.

One thing that amazes me, I guess, it that Romero has not been made a saint by the catholic church. In fact it does seem that other churches recognise Romero far more than the catholic church does. Why is that? I wonder if he is still seen, even after 30 years, as an embarrassment … whatever, I think their, at best oversight and at worse, ignorance of this mans faith is quite shocking. Some say it’s only  matter of time, while other wonder if it will ever happen at all as the current pope is known to be a great opponent of liberation theology …. well you would be wouldn’t you if you lived in the Vatican – you wouldn’t want to move out of there!

anima christi

Sometimes in my trawling of ‘stuff’ on the ‘net I find some stuff which stnd out like little gems and resonate in some way with how I am feeling, or with the immediate time ahead.

Today I found this prayer which is attributed to St Ignatius of Loyola. Sometimes I am amazed how words from the 16th Century can be so moving and challenging today.

Soul of Christ, sanctify me;

Body of Christ, save me;

Blood of Christ, inebriate me;

Water from the side of Christ, wash me;

Passion of Christ, strengthen me;

0 good Jesus, hear me;

Within Thy wounds, hide me;

Permit me not to be separated from ‘Thee;

From the wicked foe defend me;

In the hour of my death call me,

And bid me come unto Thee,

That with all Thy saints I may praise Thee

For ever and ever. 
Amen.

A Judas meditation

This evening at Choral Evensong (in which the boys and girls choirs sang amazingly!) I led a short meditation based on the reading of Luke 22, particularly developing the theme of Judas betraying Jesus.
I did this quite late in the week and so it is quite ‘unrefined’ but people seemed to find it useful and so I am putting it ‘out there’ in case it maybe useful for others.

Judas Meditation

We wonder why Judas betrayed Jesus
What on earth did he think he was doing?
what possessed him to do such a thing?
to betray such a friend?
the Messiah

Was he not there when Jesus walked on water!
or when he fed the 5000?
changed the water into wine?
did he not know who Jesus was?

what possessed him?
to do such a thing …
is that the reason … was he possessed?
like the boy called Legion
part of a spiritual battle
the last gasp attempt of the deceiver
to blow God’s plan off course?

or was Judas just confused?
this was not the Messiah he was expecting
the messiah was supposed to overthrow the oppressors
and lead them into a new Kingdom
a place they could call home
true freedom at last
why didn’t he act?

Was he naively trying to help?
thinking he was assisting
collaborating in the big plan
accelerating the inevitable overthrow of oppression
‘if I do this …. Jesus will have to act
they will be no match for Jesus
because he is the Messiah
never comprehending the consequences of his meeting

Maybe Judas was just frustrated
and never really got it
So … he tried to force the hand of God
coercing the redeemer to act
embracing personal intuition
deaf to the compassion of Jesus.

And what about us
it is easy for us to judge
Judas
others
ourselves

have we never got frustrated with God?
never tried to push God?
to rush God?
to make God aware of our need for now?

are we guilty too of
trying to force the hand of the creator
when the right thing to do
was simply watch and wait …

Lord of all hope
creator of all
lover of all
Lord in whom we can trust absolutely

forgive us for those times when we have believed our finite schemes
rather than trusted your infinite creative design
when we are tempted to take things into our own hands
remind us that your hands are more than big enough to cope
and that we need to trust
to wait
to listen
and respond with you.
Rather than playing safe amongst our undeveloped blueprints
give us courage to tentatively wander in your creative bliss.

The meeting of the waters

Wednesday is a study for me as a curate and I spent today reading Fritz Kling’s ‘The Meeting of the Waters’. The book takes its title from the meeting of 2 different coloured rivers, the Rio Negro and the Rio Solimoes, at Manaus in Brazil (as shown in the picture). The subtitle, 7 Global Currents That Will Propel the Future Church, particularly attracted my eye!

Kling went on what he has termed ‘a listening tour’ of the global church, asking the same questions to different groups of people over the period of a year. He has noticed 7 trends that have emerged from their conversations around the world.

mercy – Christians into social justice
mutuality – all people demanding to be respected
migration – global relocation to cities
monoculture – cultures becoming increasingly similar
machines – technology are transforming lifestyles everywhere
mediation – incresing need for the church to be mediator
memory – all regions have a history that shapes them for good or bad

Kling does not argue that these currents are new, but he does argue that for the first time we are seeing that these currents are pretty uniform on a  global basis. He also goes on to suggest that while these currents cross boundaries they are invisible, and as such they are making advances without being noticed.

The book is written in a lively engaging style through the lives and eyes of others and encourages us to take note of what is happening in order to ask ourselves, as church, ‘what do we do to engage authentically?’ The last sentence of his opening chapter drew me in which I guess is why I have read it from cover to cover today …

… the currents provide a starter kit for a new generation of globally minded Christians who want to see God’s kingdom come – in brothels and barrios, in statehouses and criminal courts, in movie theatres and boardrooms, and in rain forests and greenbelts.

For me,  as a person who’s good socialist roots have instilled within me a strong preferential for the poor, reminds me that the kingdom is not just for marginalised and the oppressed.

Please help our cathedral!

We needs as many people as possible to sign the petition to extend the Listed Places of Worship Grant Scheme – please click on the link and follow the simple instructions to add your voice to the petition.  This is currently the ONLY bit of financial support that the Government gives to Cathedrals, so it’s vital that we try to persuade them to retain it.  Rochester Cathedral has received £49,000 of support from this scheme since 2007, so it’s vital for us. 

Petition to save the Listed Places of Worship Grant Scheme
This major source of funding is due to end on 31st March 2011. The Listed Places of Worship Grant Scheme (LPWGS) enables listed places of worship to claim back 100% of VAT incurred on repairs and maintenance to the building, professional fees and repair works to fixtures such as bells and organs.

To support the campaign to extend the Listed Places of Worship Grant Scheme, beyond March 2011 sign the petition. It will only take you a minute and could help us massively!

Archbishops FX address

You can now listen to the Archbishops address from the conference I went to at Lincoln via the fresh expressions page here.

It is well worth listening to, as are the other talks also on the page.

new places

We have just had our last gathering at our home.
It was a good time and we chatted a lot about the parable of the Prodigal in Luke 15.
It was also a sad time as we said bye to people who are not coming on this part of the journey with us.
There is also some fear as we step into the unknown together.

As a small ‘becoming a community’ this is quite a scary time for us and a time where I am particularly aware of how fragile as a group we are. There are a few of us, and we seek to journey together and explore Christian faith in an informal and open setting and in a way that helps us to live out our faith in the 21st century.  We are not really sure what that means, we will try some things and no doubt we will make some mistakes. We do, however, need to try.

We are on the move and our next gathering will be in the Ithamar Chapel in the Crypt of the cathedral. The plan is that this will become our home for the time being as we continue to gather monthly. This is a major step for us as we seek to become more accessible to others who are on a similar journey  – those who wish to have an opportunity to explore more about faith in a  format where they can discuss and question as well as become involved by bringing their gifts and interests to the worshipful life of the community.

As we take this step we look forward to seeing what God will do.  We hope we will join and gather with others as time progresses and we hope we will develop something that is currently missing from the wider body of Christ in this area. We do not believe we are called to create something better or superior … and we don’t believe we are called to duplicate (what would be the point of that?) … we merely feel called to travel together at this point in time.

Personally –  I’m pretty scared! We are out of our knowledge and comfort zone and really do not know what will happen. Please … if you are of the praying kind, please hold us in your prayers over these next few months. I think we are going to need it!