Arggh Hair Pulling!

Great to be home after a long weekend – and good to be greeted by hug from my wonderful family.

Ups:
laughing and joking until the early hours with good friends
watching rugby in a local pub with Jeremy and Dave
listening to a very enthusiatic prison chaplain
learning new things about people
the food …. most unexpected!
smuggling a keg of beer into our room

Downs:
listening to 3 poor presentations
becoming more confused that before over the motivation behind chaplaincy
hearing no references to ‘mission’ from 3 out of the 4 chaplains
wondering too often ‘what am I doing here?!’
the keg never clearing

I reflect and pretty much think if it was not for the people in my year group, I would have pulled out what little hair I still have!

Amazing!!

Wow – my post has been up only few hours in support of Rob Bell and already someone is here trying to diss the bloke! (Do these people search every hour for people who have made positive comments to attempt to convert them to their brand of truth?)

So I’ve taken a look at this blog and am shocked my some of the vitriolic comments here! Are these people Christians, Christian pastors even? I would humbly suggest a slight loss of plot, love and grace is occuring here! Even if you disagree with the guy then I belive treating with respect is still a necessity.

Here is a quote as to why they belittle Rob Bell:

In his road show, he dismisses creationism, the idea that the world literally was created in six days. And he argues that the Bible’s message is more about helping the world’s poor than about personal success.

Bell said that, even though his own nondenominational church is often described as evangelical, he doesn’t like to use that word anymore. “The word evangelical has been hijacked by people with a loaded political agenda.

“What got Jesus angry was poverty, institutional racism and religious people who were indifferent to suffering people,” Bell said. “And what got Jesus very angry were religious people going around proclaiming who was in and who was out of God’s kingdom.”

well … erm … YES!

What is there to disagree with in those 3 statement? None of them replace the fundamentals of Jesus, God incarnate, dieing for our sins and rising again? Why not just concern yourslf with your God given mission, and allow others to engage with their God given mission?

I find it sad that so many people are willing to believe they are right and not even consider than an alternative view may be correct. The church should be bigger than this! I find it even sadder that some people are willing, and see it as a mission, to attack others through their own blogs and even seekout posts to comment on, while they write as if they alone have absolute truth through denying their readers to make comment at all. My question: what are you so scared of?

SEITE weekend

I’m just off for the second SEITE weekend of the year at the King Charles Hotel.
The subject this weekend will be principles of pastoral psychology.
I might even get chance to dress up as the ecclesiastical supply people will be there! And then maybe I won’t as I’m sure I can find something else to do during free time on Saturday afternoon.

I often think my world is weird. In 24 hours I will have experienced 2 extremes of meetings, one with Rob Bell where we are challenged to re-think and re-paint our faith and try to discover what authentic Christianity could look like in this new time; and the other – training with an institution called the Church of England which seems to want to maintain everything it does and finds it very hard to think differently about its faith or practice.

It’s an interesting world to be in, and I am glad to be part of both because I can’t help but think there is a bridge to be made here that needs to be made.

trains, people, changes …

After the Rob Bell meeting I tubed across London to catch up with Ruth who is the director of Waltham Forest YFC. Ruth has an incredibly exciting vision and it is always more than a pleasure to go see her and spend time listening and praying. In a few weeks we are running an Art of Connecting course with some Newham youth workers which I am really looking forward to.

On the way back two interesting things happened on both the tube and the train to Gillingham.

On the tube I was reading the final chapter of the book ‘So you don’t want to goto church anymore?’ when the guy sitting next to me asked if I was a Christian and we had a great conversation. He has just started going to Kensington Temple and wanted to know more about YFC and what we do. People don’t talk to each other on the tube! Could this be a sign of the precence of God? Could things be changing?

On the train there was an unusually jovial atmospher with people smiling at each other despite the fact the train was crowded and loads were having to stand. There was a young girl of about 5 who was just being a young girl and then she asked a profound question: ‘mum, whay are we all trapped in here?’ A prophetic word maybe?

The question resonated with nearly every commuter … why indeed to we put ourselves through this everyday? It’s always refreshing to get a childs perspective!

Lunch with Rob Bell

Yesterday, along with around 50 other church and organisation leaders across London I was invited to a lunch reception at Premier Radio to hear Rob Bell, author of Velvet Elvis and speaker on the nooma series of DVDs.

I read Velvet Elvis in one sitting in November last year after good friend Johnny Douglas sent me a copy and loved it and have been looking forward to this event for a little while. I was interested to hear what Rob had to say and how others would react.

The event started with the showing of the new nooma dvd called breathe. It’s good, possibly one of the best, and it was worth getting together just to see that. After speaking very well for a short while Rob handled a good number of questions from the assembled bunch of evangelical leaders. Rob was just how you would expect him to be from the DVDs. Before us was an authentic man of integrity in love with Jesus.

I found it interesting as talking afterwards a number of people were heavily agreeing with what Rob Bell has to say. Rob’s desire, and the desire of Mars Hill Church, is to repaint the Christian faith. By this I think he means that he wants to get back to the basics of the gospels and look again at our doctrine and pratice. This means they are asking a simple question as they look back:

‘what didn’t we adopt from our early faith which maybe we should have done, and what have we added to our faith which is now cultural and not really as essential as we have grown up to think it is’.

In essence Rob is saying we need to keep asking questions, and no questions are out of bounds.

God must be moving as I’m sure, in the past, we would have all felt threatened by such words. I remember endless discussions in the past where I have been thought of as heretical just for wanting to ask questions!

I left the day with one challenge. Rob shared that as church our role was to bless. He shared how he was almost moved to tears when his neighbour told him he was a good neighbour. Church is to be a blessing to others, and that surely means church is so much bigger than a sunday morning or evening service. That meeting is just a small part. I would even suggest that people don’t need to go to the ‘Sunday part’ to be part of the church. Church is wider and it is what the christian community do to bless those around them.

My challenge?: Rob shared a morning service idea they did at Mars Hill. They gave out gaffer tape and asked people to put it across their mouths with this challenge:

‘if you wore that all week, would those around you know by your actions that you are a Christian?’

For a man, like me, that ikes to talk – that’s a massive challenge.

Healthiness – what is it?

I have been thinking about signs of healthiness. I am trying to write an article for the YFC supporters magazine, IntoView, and I need a lot more inspiration at the moment. It’s only 500 words – which I think makes the task a little tougher!

On Sunday at the Tate Modern, Sarah made an interesting observation. As we looked out of the magnificent Tate window across the city to St Paul’s and beyond, Sarah drew my attention to the amazing number of tall cranes there were dotted around the skyline. A massive amount of building is going on. The London skyline, which probably stayed fairly constant for a very long time, is continually changing and it is quite hard to remember the landscape without the London Eye, the Gherkin or Canary Wharf. Sarah’s observation was that things must be quite healthy, and that people with the money must feel quite confident to be willing to fund this level of building.

I guess Sarah is right. If something is healthy, the natural outcome of that must be growth. Healthy things grow, they cannot help it. It is just what happens. If something is unhealthy is stays static, then withers, then dies.

We have an example of this at home at the moment. I have two bonsais. One is healthy and growing like crazy. The other is poorly and no matter what I do, it seems to be dieing on me. I want it to grow, but it seems no matter what I do, it won’t – namely because it is no longer a healthy specimen.

I think in Christian ministry we look for growth, expect growth, and want growth but often try to achieve that without putting in the hard graft that is necessarily associated with being healthy. Healthiness needs personal care, attention to detail, planning of time, balanced diets, exercise and all that kind of stuff. Healthiness does not usually happen by chance – or does it?

Is there a difference in how we achieve a physical healthiness and a spiritual healthiness? Or do both need the same principles of diet, exercise, balance to flourish?

I wonder, too, whether we can sometimes try too hard. I would suggest that in my spiritual life that it is in my trying that I lose focus on what I am about. Spirituality becomes an aim, rather than a relationship with Creator God. When I realise I am no longer trying hard to pray each day, or study the Bible that my relationship with God is healthier because I naturally spend time with God in my everyday stuff. A result of that health is that I want to pray and spend time in scripture.

Essentially what I am trying to say is that I long to have a healthy relationship with my creator, rather than a disciplined way of doing things on a regular basis – such as daily prayer or bible study. A relationship that results in a disciplined approach, rather than a disciplined approach trying to cause a relationship to develop.

Whispers in the silence


On Friday morning I took time out to be quiet.

Sounds crushing in
wanting to pull me away
musn’t listen
constraint
petrified of being sucked from this moment
the pull vacuumous
drawn into the wall
impossible to scale
and then realisation
I’m the obstruction.
I ackowledge the sky creeping wall
brick by brick
which tumbles as
sounds identified
and allowed to empty

stillness discovered
calm
quiet
peace
silence exposed

eerie translucence
God in there!
observing
before withdrawing

I ask
why leave?
I need your help!
I need you to walk beside me
I need you to carry me when I fall

That smile
the warmth in the eyes
sincerity
loving pity

the scandalous response:

Grow up!
I believe in you
You can pick yourself up
and try again.

that way
you unearth the beauty
and the ferment of ability
I have sited within you

The Church you know!

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Can you guess …

Can you guess where we went after the Remembrance service this morning? Unfortunately we did not get to slide, but we still had a good time.

We haven’t spent time together as a family in what seems like ages so we had a great car ride to London, parked, visited the Tate Modern, played surrealist dominoes (the Tate Modern do great packs for family games) before walking along the river, watching giant bubble blowers and fire jugglers before visiting Hamleys (at the childrens reqest!) and then ending the day by eating at Leicester Square courtesy of Tesco vouchers!

A great day!

Monday tomorrow … hmmm!