It’s been a pretty packed week.
I could say there has been just a little too much trad stuff for my liking, but I have seen God work in the situations and am aware of the missional opportunities of all situations.
Regular readers will have probably worked that out … as when I’m packed and stressed this blog doesn’t happen. I hate that because, as a missioner I seriously need time to reflect if I am able to engage in a relevant way. This week has had little reflection, little opportunity to think about what I am doing, and there is no one to blame other than myself! I hate that even more than not having time to reflect.
Life is so much easier when you have someone to blame! Normally I am organised and plan in advance, but this past week with two training events to deliver, baptisms, pastoral visits, school and prison chaplaincy I have found myself meeting and desk bound as I simply took my eye of the ball! I was not organised, or prepared and so feel pretty much that I have lost a week.
Not only have i lost a week, but I have felt disconnected packed with no space, but disconnected in my busy-ness. As the week progressed I have merely sat before God, with no words, but presenting myself. Today I have found words of Ghandi that have brought a smile:
Prayer is not asking. It is a longing of the soul. It is daily admission of one’s weakness. It is better in prayer to have a heart without words than words without a heart.
It’s an amazingly hard hitting quote. In weeks like this, I hope, I am relieved that God can see what is in my heart … a desperate desire to see this place transformed … and that desire does not need words …. it simply needs space.
A really powerful quote. Thank you of sharing it.
thanks
Love that quote! It is true that God simply wants us – in whatever form that may come at times. Sometimes it is filled with words and others it is filled with silence. It is a beautiful thing when we can simply be still before our Maker. Blessings!
yep, that’s very true …. whatever form it may be … thanks
I had to laugh when I read your line “Life is so much easier when you have someone else to blame” because I am busy in Genesis 3… and well, we all know the “blame game” that went on there!
Very glad He rescued you from your disconnectedness with Ghandi’s words – and they are beautiful words!
thanks … still rather have someone to blame tho! 😉