which is closer to Christ?

One of the other things I have taken on in Lent is to replace some TV time with listening to podcasts. I have just started listening to Jurgen Moltmann podcasts over at Emergent Village. I’ve subscribed to them on iTunes which is by far the easiest way to listen to them.

The first two podcasts are pretty general interviews to give some background as to where he is coming from and how his theology has come together. In the the later podcasts he gets interviewed in a more focussed way about what he has written.

I have just finished the second interview which displays well Moltmann’s clear thinking but also a great sense of humour. When he is asked about his theology of scripture he answers by saying ‘church and theologians need to read forward and backward in scripture’. He goes on to say that he reads the bible with the ‘supposition of meeting the Divine in human words …. and where there is conflict (for an example here he uses Paul’s ‘there is no male, no female, no jew, no greek’ passage and places it alongside the same writers ‘women shall not speak in church’) he asks himself ‘which sentence is closer to Christ?’

By that I think he means which seems to fit better better with the ‘whole’ message of the the Bible – the message of love for all, acceptance and redemption.

It’s an interesting question that I have taken into my world today …. ‘which is closer to Christ?’

Good, and sometimes challenging, food for thought during Lent!

86, 062

Last night I had the wonderful experience of attending the viewing of 86,062, an amazing exhibition which has been created by Zara and Rikard. You can find the exhibition details on facebook, on the Deaf Cat website as well as on Chatham Girl, Zara’s website.

86062 is an exhibition of prints made from the painkillers that have been prescribed to Zara and are a pretty powerful expression of how they have had an impact on her life.

The written word will never do this justice – so you’ll just have to visit Deaf Cat yourself!

Does Chrisitianity need to develop a new gospel for today?

This was the starting question at last nights pub theology. It is an interesting question and kept us going for quite some time. I think it is a fair reflection of the conversation to say some were concerned by the question, some welcomed it and some were just intrigued.

We spoke about the need that some Christians feel they have to ‘protect’ the gospel and, for that matter, God. I think we came to  a kind of agreement that the neither need protecting.

We spoke a bit about what is it in the ‘gospel’ (a term which we simply used as a name for the Christian message) that people find offensive that brings this question. What is it in the gospel that turns people off, that annoys people and causes us to ask whether it needs to be changed? Simply put the answer seemed to be something like:

‘the message that only some are included and if you disagree, or have a certain lifestyle, then you are excluded and not welcome …. unless you change your view, your lifestyle or your sexuality.’

This then took a tangent, an important tangent, to churches being quite quick to condemn, to complain or campaign against things that the everyday world sees as normal and right. The group, which was a collection of people with faith and no faith, all agreed that the church has this image. It’s unusual for the people of pub theology to agree – it’s quite sad that this is something we can agree on! But … moving on …

We chatted about this a lot and were able to see that, actually, the gospel message is one of love, of acceptance and of inclusion. This is seen in those key times when Jesus meets the marginalised of his time. He eats with the tax collector, touches the leper, spends time in the midday sun with the ostricised and shows compassion to those condemned. That’s a pretty inclusive way to act.

So I think – and I may be wrong but people who were there can correct me through the comments – we kind of came around to the conclusion that we do not need a new gospel, but we need to realign ourselves with the love message of the gospel. A gospel that champions love rather than hate, lives freedom rather than legality and breathes compassion rather than judgement. That would be quite counter-cultural and attractive in the way the character of Jesus is attractive.

We then moved onto other things in the discussion and the night was a really good night. Interestingly a reporter form one of the local papers joined us as he was interested in the concept and what we are about. I think he enjoyed the discussion as well.

I felt this session was a really good time together. Everyone seemed to contribute as much as they wanted to but, I think more importantly – everyone was having a good time, drinking eating and chatting about questions that we all have. I’m already looking forward to the next one in a month’s time!

emotional heartbeats

The blog has been a bit quiet – I think that is due to Lent. For Lent this year I have been reflecting on ‘stuff’ and making use of CMS’s 40 days of Yes. I know I am a year behind everyone else – but that’s the way I like to be!

I don’t deliberately give things up at Lent. My psyche works against me if I try to do that – if I concentrate on not doing something I seem to end up failing! Instead, I decide to take something on … and inevitably in this ‘taking on’ means I give up time that I was wasting on other things.

I have been challenged by a few things and I think I’m going to start to blog about a couple. Today I have been thinking more about what Rick Warren calls my ’emotional heartbeat’.

I would never ever read any of the Purpose Driven Stuff. I don’t know why but the ‘driven’ language really turn me off, so if it was not for CMS I would not have found this quote from The Purpose Driven Life:

‘God has given us each a unique emotional heartbeat that races when we think about the subjects, activities or circumstances that interest us. We instinctively care about some things and not about others. These are clues to where you should be serving …..’

And so I have been asking myself for quite a few days – what is my emotional heartbeat?

At first sight this seems that it should be an easy question to answer but I am finding there are quite a lot of layers to peel through before I can get an accurate answer. There are the answers that I think I should give as a Christian, let along as an ordained person in the Church of England! Then there are the answers which others have told me which bounce around in my mind. There is also all that ‘stuff’ that was spoken over me as a child from parents as well as a young Christian in churches when I was exploring faith. You can also add the answers that the media, both good and bad, tell me I am passionate about.

I shared recently with Sarah that the Comic Relief is the only thing of its kind that ‘grabs me in the gut’. I cannot watch Comic Relief without tears rolling down my face. Even though other campaigns like Children in Need are amazing they don’t grab me in the same way. Does this mean my emotional heartbeat is in some way connected to that? I’m not sure – but I don’t think so. (I guess this is where my concern with Purpose Driven lies – the language implies an immediate action, to jump to your heart beat … but I wonder how many people have jumped rather than thought and reflected!?)

So – what is my emotional heartbeat? I don’t know … I’m still ‘un-peeling’ but in there somewhere is justice and wanting to speak out for the voiceless, and in there is people and wanting to get to know them, and in there is Christ giving people full lives and in there is something else that I can’t quite put my finger on yet …

So …. emotional heartbeats … and yours is ….?

photo Friday: mother nature

This weeks theme is Mother Nature
I was amazed when we found this cavern while on holiday in Yorkshire.
You can see the bigger photo here.

an excellent appointment

Today it has been announced that Adrian will be the next Bishop of Stepney.
This is excellent news for the Church of England, and the Diocese of London in particular – although sad news for both Rochester Cathedral and Diocese.

In the short time I have spent with Adrian I have learned a lot and could not have asked for a better training incumbent. It was always clear to many that he would become a bishop – and be an excellent one.

There will be sadness in a few months when we say farewell. Today, however,  is a day to celebrate a fantastic church appointment. Congratulations Mr Dean!

London Diocese press release here.

surprised to be back!

Today I also met up with Ken Wright, the chair of the YFC board. I have been invited to become a board member and this meeting in Victoria was part of my induction to help with that.

It does seem strange coming back to YFC and coming back in such a different role. In some ways it is confusing, in some ways quite exciting … and in all ways it is a privilege and humbling to be asked. I believe my calling is to serve – and it will be a pleasure to serve YFC in this way for a while, and it seems right to do so. I’m also a little surprised!

YFC is involved in a lot of interesting ministry, particularly in local centres and with te Reflex program working  with young offenders – if you have not checked out their website recently …. go have a look …. you may be surprised!

which way?

Today I traveled up to London to meet with Ian, my mentor who is now based at St Mary Aldermary. As ever the time was invaluable to me as Ian reflects on what I say and speaks little words of wisdom into the situations I am reflecting on or struggling with.

In particular today we were thinking about what comes next after two and a half years of training. Till this time my strategy has been pretty much wait  ………………….and then go from there. It has not been that simplistic, but the strategy has been one of observation, listening, reflection, questioning and understanding rather than getting involved in the setting up of loads of projects. In a work such as this there is always a temptation to start to do something too quickly before fully understanding the context and the needs of the setting that you are in.

The last two and a half years have not been totally inactive. In addition to the amazingly humbling and privileged links within the community, there is pub theology and the gathering.  It is these two things in particular that I think it is now time to think more about where these are going – and just this past week people have mentioned ‘sacred coffee’ and ‘holy cocktails’ which were ideas similar to pub theology in a different setting. Is the time right to branch out with new ideas, or is it right to develop what we are doing further?

I cannot pretend to fully understand just yet, but it does seem that now is the time to start to think more about how to move forward, how to develop and how to be available to people that wish to find us. There are a core of people involved in various things and so I will be chatting to thee people as well and gaining their amazing insights to what is happening.

So – it’s probably a bit of a watch this space as I chat and reflect more with people on these things.

polished

this weeks Photo Friday theme is polished.
(I know it’s Sunday …. it’s been a long week!)

Cyril’s selling!

Another great saint celebrated today – Saint Cyril of Jerusalem.
Another saint that has made an impression on me today as I have reflected upon his actions.

At a time of famine, St. Cyril sold precious robes and communion ornaments and utensils and used the money to buy food for those that were hungry. This wasn’t because he had a low view of the sacrament – the very opposite as he instructed those receiving communion to ‘make your left hand a throne for the right – for you are to receive a king’.

Seem,s St Cyril did not only have a deep view of the sacrement, but also had a deep understanding of what consuming and becoming the body of Christ meant in reality.

It’s not only what you believe … it’s how you believe!