Back from retreat

The retreat was an excellent time away.

It was brilliant to spend some time away with each other and to give ourselves space to hear from God.

A couple of things in particular were a challenge to me.

At the start of our time we looked at our ‘shadow ministries’, those things we find ourselves involved in when we lose focus on our calling. These tend to be things that pull us away from our ministries. While I did not hold entirely with the concept, I could see what stuff I am distracted by and it was helpful to think in these terms.

A Wendell Berry quote really challenged me as this is quite pertinent to me at the moment:
‘it may be when we no longer know what to do that we have found our real work, and when we no longer know where to go that we have found our true journey’
When we think we know what is going on, maybe it is the that we are truly the most lost.

The retreat was great …. the picture shows, however, how my retreat ended. The car broke and had a lift on the back of 2 lorries to get me home and is now waiting at a garage to find out what is wrong with it – I pray it will not be costly!


On retreat

For the next 3 days I am on retreat at Chantmarle with the other senior managers and leadership team of YFC.
Please pray for us if you are that way inclined.
I’m looking forward to some space as the last few weeks have been pretty manic, but leaving the family does hurt and their are always guilt pangs when I have to go.
Looks quite a nice place though!

The world is a stage

The World as a StageAfter my meetings in London today I popped in on The world as a stage at the Tate Modern which is becoming more and more my London office/haven as I convince people to meet up in that part of town.

It’s definitely worth a visit if you are in the area- you could stand in Hein’s rotating mirror labyrinth, sit in on a re-enactment of the running battles of 1984 between miners and police using former police and miners involved in the original battle or stand in Sweeney Tate which will be used to invite barbers to show off their skills … not sure I’d want to volunteer to be shaved though!!!!

a rich weekend

The weekend was a time of great experiences.
I had fun drinking with friends before the football match.
Gillingham’s new look team won.
On Sunday I had the privilege of joining St Mary Magdalene church for worship. As part of my training I am going to lead a service here after Christmas (worryingly for me this may also be my first experience of robing!)The service was superb and I felt able to connect with God in a fresh way. I also enjoyed seeing how a Jesse tree was being used at the front of church to help remind us of our story.
Sunday afternoon we went with more friends for a Chinese buffet at lunchtime and laughed and ate a lot.
(did I mention Gillingham won?)
After that Landmark joined us at home and then went to church after trashing my house nd leaving me there to tidy up … but it did not matter, I was not bothered one iota cos, did I mention that Gillingham won?

An amazing collection of rich experiences in one weekend.

what is ‘text’

https://i0.wp.com/content.answers.com/main/content/wp/en/thumb/6/63/180px-BookOfDurrowBeginMarkGospel.jpgWord of Warning – this is one of those posts where I am thinking aloud for an assingment so this may not make sense to you, but if you would like to comment which could well help me in my essay writing,please do!

This morning I have been catching up on some reading for an assignment entitled:

 ‘How far does a liberationist reading of the biblical text clarify or confuse the meaning of that text? How far is such an academic tool useful in the mission and ministry of the church? Discuss with reference to the gospel of Mark’.

confuse or clarify … mmm that’s an interesting ask?! Essay titles are becoming ore ‘interesting’ is this final year!

My reading this morning has challenged me to re-think how I have been reading the gospels but Mark’s gospel in particular. In our western society, it would seem, we have imposed our ideals on interpretation of this text i.e. we have assumed that people could read, that books were plentiful, and so read the text as if it were written as a book.

Now we all know, when we sit down and think, that most ancient societies were pretty illiterate and some studies put the literacy level of 1st century Palestine at around 3%. We also know that most stuff was passed down orally until it was written. What I had not really focussed on was that even after being written down, the  majority of people would still have passed on the ‘text’ orally. Mark is an oral derived text and so our relationship with the text, how we read it, says Horsley needs to seriously alter.

There is also a lot of evidence to suggest that Mark was not just read out in synagogues and meeting places, but that it was actually performed. In this case the text may have been written as an ‘aide memoir’ to those performing who had already memorised their interpretation. If we want to hear what the audience would have herd we need somehow to get into considering their context which was living under the oppression of the mighty, and cruel, Roman army.

Some gems I am mulling over at the moment cause me to think that this is more than just a religious text – take the scene from Mark 5 with the possessed man whom Jesus heals, with he spirits going into the pigs and them all running into the sea and drowning. If we consider the context of being oppressed by Romans and hear of an evil spirit called Legion (clear Roman military link) entering pigs (mmm) and running into the Mediterranean Sea (which is how the Romans arrived) what would those people have actually heard? I believe we can make a good guess that their minds were taken to their state of oppression and that sometime they would be forced to leave by the way they came.

The people listening would have been hearing more than Jesus stories, they were hearing a reminder to their covenantal promise of liberation. I think its important that we bear this in mind when we look to understand what is happening in this text. If this was performed to a crowd then we need to get our minds into thinking that way otherwise trying to interpret it as a mere  book, even scripture, means we will lose most of the beauty and depth that is there: a bit like reading something of Mozarts without ever listening.

Basingstoke

It was a pleasure today to catch up with Luella who is the new director of Basingstoke YFC. The drive was good, and the conversation was excellent. Hearing what Luella has achieved in such a short space of time is amazing and her faith and trust of God is both exciting to see and infectious.

I’m really excited about what we may see God doing here.

madness

I’m still down after last night’s defeat, but I don’t think it’s all 100% this guys fault.

But … this is mad! I wish I had a job in which I could dismally fail and not reach my target and then be sacked but given £2million compensation. I clearly need to find a job I can’t have any hope of doing successfully and then fail, as everyone knew I would, so I can become a millionaire!

That can’t be right!

why facebook?

One of the conversations I have had during the week was with Gordon around the take off of Facebook. Why do people feel happy to contact me through facebook yet not through email or telephone call? What is it about facebook that has that draw that allows people to start communicating with each other again. is it something about being able to see a pictre and seeing something of what they are getting up to at the moment? Certainly facebook is more personal than email and gives an indication of how certain people are relating to each other. As for me, I have started ‘chatting’ with people right back from school and uni days which is great.

There is also another ‘thing’ about facebook that we chatted about and kind of concerns me. The collecting of friends. I have started to reject peoples requests as I feel that they just want to ‘prostitute’ me and add me to their numbers! he fact that people add you and then make no comment, nor respond to a ‘hello, how are you?’ causes me to think this.

Seriously, I have had friend requests from people I met once in a lift at some conference 5 years ago (maybe a slight exageration) to people that I have known in the past and pretend they don’t see me waiting at Gillingham station to catch the train – one such incident happened a few weeks ago with a friend request from a person that literally turned their back after gaining eye contact and receiving my ‘good morning’. Theyw ere sat opposite me the whole 45 minute journey and I ending up wishing I had my laptop there and then so I could turn the screen and let them see me ignore their pending friend request! Maybe that would have been a little unkind!

Do people wants friends on facebook, or do people want to give th impression that they have lots of friend to other people. I guess another possibility is that people want to give themselves the impression that they have lots of friends. Is Facebook a way of fooling ourselves that we are ‘linked’ with others? Is it a way to community without the need to interact seriously through the pain and joy that real community brings?

It’s an interesting issue and I wonder what others think?

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Highs and Lows

the high:
I caught up with a great friend today and sat in a great coffee bar to hear some good news. We chatted about some stuff and I left thinking how great it was to have good friends that you could be honest with and who can also be honest with me. I also got to see and hold his day old iPhone. It’s special!

the low:
I’m trying hard to recover from tonight’s excuse for a football team. It was another case of the fans having more passion and a greater desire to play than the team. My only exception to that would be Beckham who, despite not being match fit, charged around the pitch defending, taking nearly every throw in quickly and delivering a perfect cross for the ‘tall hillbilly’ to score from. I’ve had some lows following England, but this feels like the lowest!

Funny how emotions can operate between extremes in such a small space of time.

Good today to meet up with some friends and colleagues in London. It was my first visit to the William Booth College at Denmark Hill to catch up with Gordon. Gordon and I have been chatting for a couple of years through blogging and the odd meet up and meeting new friends like Gordon is one of the great things about blogging. It was great to share stories of transformation and consider where we are seeing God work in our worlds.

After meetings I caught up with a couple of hours reading in the members room at the Tate Modern before meeting another good friend, Nichola, for a coffee and then wandering to SEITE lectures, via the Mudlark of course!.

A conversation on the train on the way home from London Bridge and again I feel that a great, if somewhat long, day has been had.