Did God hold his breath?

Today, if you are a good Anglican, we celebrate the Annunciation today.

‘In 9 months you will have a child, and you are to call him Jesus … he will be called the Son of the Most High.’

I always wonder how Mary felt?
Bewildered? Alone? Worried? Disorientated?
Then I wonder on the risk God takes in a teenage girl.
What if she had said no?
Did God hold his breath while he waited for her response?

As Mary waited as an expectant mum,
full of hope but worried for what may be;
so we can just wait
and give our worries and hopes to God.

Lord God
give me the patience of Mary
so that as I wait
You may find me.

Amen

20 years!

On this day 20 years ago I felt nervous, bewildered, worried and excited.
Today we are celebrating 20 years of marriage!
The time has flown, but I’m still as excited as I was on 25 March 1989.
Thanks Sarah for a fantastic 20 years!

restoration in loneliness


‘I restore myself when I’m alone’.
Marilyn Monroe

Lent – not only a time in our journey for preparation, but also a time for restoration.

live spectacularly

Yesterday’s quote from Hafiz ahs reminded me of this quote from Robin Williams as Jack:

“When a shooting star streaks through the blackness turning night into day, make a wish and think of me and make your life spectacular. I know I did.”

It reminds me of the words of Philippians 2 and also challenges me on how I wish to be remembered.

Light up the sky

I was chatting to someone a while ago and I still remember the conversation was quite draining – the person was a good person, but they constantly spoke and re-spoke about how hard they were working and how much the church, God, their family and life itself owed them back. The other day I saw this quote from from Hafiz (a 14th century Persian poet) onMaggi’s blog:


Even after all this time
the sun never says
to the earth,
“you owe me.”
Look what happens
to a love like that,
it lights up the whole
sky.

Thanks Maggie – that’s challenged my thinking today.

Ending

During some preparation for an essay on transition I came across this quote which really hit me, particularly in my Lenten thoughts:

To become something else you have to stop being what you are now; and to develop a new attitude or outlook, you have to let go of the old one you have now.

ref:William Bridges ‘Transitions’

Before a new beginning, an ending is necessary.

Gills go 2nd!!!!!!

I want to keep a permanent record of this (to see the reality click the pic!!)
I think it’s worth breaking my Lent blog ‘silence’ for.
Up the Gills

The Oxygen of Life

I have been thinking some more on Jesus being the ‘Bread of Life’.

For me bread is not the life sustaining food that it was in the time of Jesus. If I were to think of Jesus in this way he would not be some one who sustained me, but merely someone I encountered at breakfast time … toasted!

For me, Jesus is ‘the oxygen of my life’, the very thing, and the only thing, that not just keeps me going … but gives me life!

repeating the experience

Staying with the Irish theme today of St Patrick’s day these words of Elizabeth Bowen have also been a challenge and comfort in the repetitiveness of the desert.

Experience isn’t interesting until it begins to repeat itself. In fact, till it does that, it hardly is experience.

My Way


On the radio the other day I heard the words of this classic from Sinatra. As I was listening numerous sermons and talks came to mind where the idea of ‘doing things my way’, sometimes with this song as an illustration, were portrayed as being negative because, of course, it should be God’s way not my way.

Over two decades of youth ministry I have lost count of the number of conversations that go something like ‘I’d really love to do this, but how can I be sure it’s God’s will for my life … it seems it’s too good to be true cos I have dreamed of doing this …’

But …
if God created me,
and Jesus lives within me
is it not possible that
God’s way
and
my way
can be the same?