Epping Forest Retreat


Today it was a pleasure to lead the retreat day for the staff of Epping Forest YFC held this year at Mulberry House in Ongar.

On retreats I like to be able to give people a few ideas for how to connect with God in fresh ways that they can use again in their everyday lives. This morning we considered Psalm 139 and did a bit of an Ignation Examen thing. After a fantastic lunch, we looked at The Emmaus Journey using the Benedictine Lectio Divina. As well as this we looked at the idea of Labyrinths too.

It was great to see how God was moving and speaking through normal everyday things. The grounds of this place were amazing and leading a retreat from a summer house in the garden was quite a unique experience and one that I’d like to repeat – as long as it stays warm!

It was also great to catch up with good friend Leesa for a coffee before travelling home.

the reunion

The reunion was a fantastic chance to catch up with loads of people who have become very special friends. It was great just to be able to spend some time with these people. I hope it is not another 10 years before we are able to catch up!

It’s also been a weird weekend. Sarah and myself do not feel like we started the ball rolling as long as 10 years ago – I guess time flies when you are having fun. I guess it has been so much fun, amid the massive hardships and sacrifice that go with ministry, that the time has sped away. This weekend was special, not because it was 10 years, but because it was loads of people whose lives ave been changed by choosing to get involved with God.

I took a fair few pics and they can be seen in my FLIKR page by clicking on the flash button in the side bar.

10 years


This weekend we are celebrating 10 years of YFC Gillingham.
It’s an exciting thought to think that Gillingham YFC has been working in the town for over a decade (we ran for 2 years before chartering with YFC officially) reaching young people on a daily incarnational basis as well as giving them good and exciting opportunities to respond to the gospel through different media.

But … for me today, the weekend is all about people. I’m looking forward to catching up with old volunteers and people I used to spend a lot of time with. (The picture shows the first real ‘full time’ team of many years ago). The weekend will hopefully be a weekend where we remember those forgotten stories and get excited by seeing what God has been doing in each of us since our paths last crossed on this journey.

Sacred London

I met up with the London cluster of YFC directors today in the coffee shop of the British Library. It’s a pretty outstanding place and behind us there were thousands of books in glass cases representing hundreds of years of work. When we prayed for each other at the bottom of this glass case of history it struck me as a special moment signifying that at the root and base of all this history, research and talent was God – whether God is recognised or not does not alter that.

Later in the day I met up with Damien at the Sacred Cafe just off Carnaby Street – a good place to have a meting to talk about furthering our mission.

push the button!

I had a great and amusing time with Lyndsay, the new director of Chislehurst YFC, today. We batted around her dreams and vision for the area and considered what we could do to reach young people.

My job is now to take her ideas and weave them int a mission plan with her so that it makes sense to the people she works with and for.

While in Lyndsay’s office I took this picture. She has this weird but nifty little button which does just what it says – opens the tea and coffee cupboard in the kitchen about 20 metres down the hall. Upstairs the equally creative person has installed electric window openers to the windows in the youth room. It’s quite bizarre really, but this creative guy has time on his hands and wants to make life easier for those working there.

Wouldn’t it be great to have a button to push when you just want something done. I want a button which fires people up for mission. Or a button which shocks people (Simpsons style) into seeing what God sees around them. I want a button that enables the rich to give and the poor to receive. Or a button which allows people to understand the ‘lifestyle is worship’ thing.

C’mon God … push the button!

Pioneer stories

While away I caught up with 2 great people.

I met Martin Green, a youth and community worker at the Sanctury Church in Bristol. The Sanctuary meets in a converted cinema and Martin is into street dance and has acived some exciting stuff with the community reaching 140 young people through a dnce session. We met to chat about the possibility of a Bristol YFC. We got quite excited about the possibilities and he is going to look to see if others may have a similar vision. If you are in the Bristol area and share a desire to see some good missional work reaching the young people of Bristol get in touch with Martin.

On Thursday it was great to be able to spend 90 minutes and hear Michael Volland’s story of being an ordained Pioneer Minister working out of Gloucester Cathedral. There is some exciting authentic stuff here and Michael shared some great lessons from his experience which was great to hear. I have been following Michael’s blog for a little while and was keen to meet up and hear how things worked behind the scenes. The more I think about a pioneering role, the more I am thinking that being based, and accountable to, the cathedral makes a lot of sense and is probably something that should be carefully looked at.

Martin, Michael – thanks for giving up your time to share your stories.

mission needs

I’ve returned frommy hectic little tour of the south west centres and friends.
It’s impossible to pick out highlights as all the centres are doing some really exciting stuff and I picked up some fresh ideas to share with other centres which is cool. Along with the excitement of mission, I also heard about the stresses and difficulties that inevitably come with the mission focus that we have. Stresses such as the need for money, the need for people, the need for understanding, the need for support, and so on. I must admit I got frustrated as I listened – not with my YFC friends but with God.

I don’t think we have a right to expect things, but why does God seem to be fairly succesful at calling people into mission but not so succesful at calling people to resource it? By that I mean we have hundreds of staff that have answered the call, left jobs, taken pay cuts, taken years out and so on. (I share that as an illustration and not to brag!)Despite this every church or mission agency that you can think of always needs money.

Each centre I visited has a need for financial and people resources. Last week I was looking at budgets at YFC and we need to trim them to balance the books. Despite this there are many Christians ‘out there’ in these towns that could make a significant difference by regularly giving money (as little as £10 per month!) to these centres. Many more could give more.

Why can’t, or won’t, people resource mission that they see others called to do?
Is it because they like their comfortable lifestyle?
Do they think those involved in the mission should get a real job?
Is it simply not important to them?

A shocking fact is that I know in some of those centres and churches I have been involved in that the biggest givers will be some of the staff themselves. When I directed Gillingham I know this was the case. So those called are paying themselves in effect as from the little they get paid they tithe to their centre or church!

This is not just a YFC thing – it’s the same in church – including Fresh Expressions and Emerging Church. Workers are struggling for finance to enable things to happen.
I can’t think of anything else to say but … ‘it’s not right!’ As a body with different tasks, some are blessed with teaching, preaching, pastoral or healing gifts while others are blessed with financial, prayer and encouraging gifts.

All parts of the body need each other to complete the task.

This is a good time for me to thnk my personal supporters – you know who you are – that read this as without you having sorted this ‘body thing’ out in your head I wouldn’t be doing what I am doing – so thank you.

Off to the south west

I’m off to the south west for a few days for YFC meetings in Swindon, Bath, Bristol, Nailsea, Cheltenham and Gloucester.
Please remember my travels in your prayers.

Wycombe YFC

Another great day, this time in Wycombe meeting up with Paul and then Erica, before meeting with Alan a trustee of Wycombe YFC. I managed to occupy the same table in Costa Coffee for nearly 5 hours. (What more do you need for an office – good coffee, a table, and a power socket!)

It was great to hear their stories. Paul is heavily involved in the secondary schools and seeing some exciting things happen there. Erica is doing similarly great things in primary schools.

It was exciting to hear the visions and dreams of these people. It’s always exciting to hear what is happening and I look forward to my next visit. This day has given me a lot of thinking to do, however, in how we support our workers involved in primary schools.

Tomorrow is a long day in head office and I think I am going to leave very soon after 5am to miss the roadworks – uggh!

a decade of memories

Tonight I had an unusual pleasure to be at Gillingham YFC’s AGM. Unusual as AGM’s are usually very yawny, but tonights went quickly and it was exciting to hear plans for the future and of the vision that God has placed on Malcolm’s heart and the heart of the rest of the team.

I was there to speak and people were kind about my few words. While thinking about what to see, memory after memory flooded back – how do you choose something from over 12 years. Well I did and it seemed OK.

Preparing and praying reminded me what a distance we have travelled over the last decade. It reminded me of all the excitements and all the hassles. Looking back – I would not change any of it, and the hassles were clearly the most useful as it was with them that I learned more and rested and relied more on God.

Looking at where GYFC is now is amazing. Mal is listening and watching what God is doing and some really exciting stuff is happening and I just feel there will be more on the horizon.

It was good to catch up with people like Holy Phil and I’m really looking forward to seeing Mal’s vision become a reality.