Today has been an interesting day of mixes of emotions and stuff.
I opened an email that literally made me cry! It must go with yesterdays post and maybe there is something in this ‘in touch with your feminine side when you reach 40 sort of stuff’.
The email was from someone I used to work with in YFC and they have decided they would like to be one of my personal supporters my giving me (well…YFC actually)some money each month.
YFC national staff have to raise 50% of their salaries and I have just found out that I am drastically falling short of the target for this coming year. I think I need another 20 people … actually I only need 19 now!!
I hate asking for money! It’s not even asking for me, but I still hate doing it. It’s embarrassing, its uncomfortable and it puts friends and family in a difficult position if you do ask.
Today, however, I have been reminded of the other side – how both exciting and humbling it can be to experience someone wishing to personally invest their hard earned cash in you to enable you to continue to make a difference.
As I sit and write the faces of my supporters come to mind watching me, a bit like angels I guess. It’s a great motivator – I don’t want to let God down …. but I certainly don’t want to let the faces down! I think knowing these people invest in me gives me that little extra kick when I am feeling lazy.
Anyway – you know who you are, and I know you are probably embarrassed as you read this – but you are a star and you can only imagine how amazingly encouraging you have been to me over the years and not just now! Philippians 2:12-18 in the NIV is for you … continue to shine like a star my friend in that place where God has placed you.