regrets ….

I got back from the south west last night after 3 days, 700 miles, quite a few meetings and good training sessions with YFC trustees.

I have been challenged by the levels of mission I have seen. I have enjoyed meeting with people who I am going to miss when I leave YFC. I have had the privilege of hearing dreams, sharing tears, enjoying meals, laughing with friends and visiting some pretty nice parts of the world. My one regret on such a trip, as ever, is that I can never spend enough time in one place to really enjoy it. One unusual exception was having a spare 90 minutes yesterday in Teignmouth which enabled me to eat a sandwich, drink good coffee and gaze out to sea. As I look across the vast expanse of the sea I always seem to connect meaningfully with God.

Traveling between centres can often be pretty full on but I enjoy the thinking on my feet side of the job that is often needed on trips like this. My other regreat is that all the driving takes it toll on my aging back. The result of this is that I can’t be involved in the MBS fair tomorrow as I have for the last couple of years. I can’t really move or stand long enough to be of any use to Dekhomai.

I shall miss the authentic interaction with people, the privilege of praying for people, the sights of healing, the searching conversations, the mystery and challenge, and the wonder of realising that God is not only present but incredibly active in such a place.

I’m really gutted by this as a particular highlight of my year – but I guess while I am sat or lying at home I can pray for the team! Please pray for the Dekhomai team for the rest of this weekend.

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